Feeling cranky at this hour of the day. Sometimes I pray that you'll be more senitive with the way you use words. But after considering it all, thats just you isn't it? Months ago it was that way, now it is still. At times I really hate myself fer hesitating, hate myself fer tolerating. But what can I say when I look into the mirror and realise tears are rolling down those cheeks? I questioned my feelings, doubted it, betraying it. All in hopes fer a better tmr. But that day would hadn't come. tell me smething that is new, something that idk, maybe something that appeals to me.

Idw to be tie down by whatever you are trying to get me into. I still wanna be who I am