my granny's operation was a success. thank God! after all e worrying, its finally paid off with a good price. im so happy.. now i will just have to wait till she wakes up. i can finally take a rest and faster get myslf ok agn. hahahhs..

im such a blur person sia..
on 5 dec 'o5, i lost my hp. then gt it replaced.
on 18 feb 'o6, i lost my wallet. then hvn gt my ezlink and atm card replaced.
then today- 24 feb 'o6, i lost my hp agnn.. hvn replace yet.
siians sia.. keep losting my things.


sometimes i wonder how fun life will be if life is filled with only laughter without tears. only praise no criticism. only trust no betrayal. only love no hate. how good will this kinda life be? wouldnt it be like so great? sometimes i really wonder, if u rly leave for yr course, how would i feel? will it be worse than e previous time? or as though nth happen?

i think e previous time when i send u off at e airport, i didnt cry. bt this time.. i wonder if i would. hais. why everytime when our relationship gets to e peak then such thing would happen. if i would to ask u to stay for me, would u? hahahhs.. its just a silly qn. why would u have to. lols. u applied for the scholarship now that u have it. u should go. not everybody in life have that chance.

you will hv to leave on our 3rd mth.. so qiao. hahahhs. i will treasure e remaining time i have with u. wont gt angry with u anymore. all i want in this remaining mths that im gng to spend with u, is that love. i dont want gifts. i only want u. is that fine?

when its time to let go. i have to ba. i cant be self fish and hold on to u for so long.