instead of aces this morning we learnt how to cheer for band tmr. hahahhs. for e last round shauna and cia screamed. haiis. donknw why i really just no mood. everything jus seemed so dead around me. aft cheering, mslee told us e importance of e cheer. she commended that deyi has e best colourguards. hahahhs. so much for they have worked for. then had lessons all e way lors. siians la.

aft sch, cia got chinese test thn shauna got her donknw whatever mtg la. aft tht we all go j8 jus to buy a present. then come back sch play. hahahhs. thanks to monica we hv plastic bags to play water bomb. hehehehhs. so fun la. we all go make germaine very wet. then aft tht we aimed at dal. hahahhs. he was like so drenched. so we waited for band since we were like alrdy in sch at tht time. aiiyas. they come down thn wish them goodluck. hahahhs.

goodluck to bandmembers!! =)

must jiayou tmr.

heyHEYhey. watch what u say lors. it really hurts me. i put in so much effort, time and everything. put away whatever that matters most to me just for ths thing. then you are accusing me of not putting in enough effort. what e hell!!? just because you don see it so you say? do you know how much it hurts? i lose my confidence.. hesitating to let all go.

all of a sudden, when everyone leave my hse. leaving me wit jus me and kor. sitting at e opp of each other on e table. i was like asking myslf whthr i could trust to tell everything to him. just pour my heart out to him. but i decided not to. i am so afraid that he will go and scold you like what he did ytd over e blog. whr had tht listening ear tht im most comfortable with gone to!? where?? i feel so cold insd me. i am just so lost and confused. e whole time im asking myslf nt to blv, bt can i not? all this pain that i am feeling is what no one can comprehand.

quoted from e close passage that msharyati gave us for hmwrk- wouldnt it be great if everyone are like children? i totally agree. i wanna be a child agn. not having so many worries. just living life e way i should live. forgetting all e woes and just keep playing. no more needs to understand everything. how great will that be?

i need you