Saturday, August 19, 2006

no blasting of music, oh wadever i dont really care..
no answering of calls, i beg ur pardon?
no form of loud music, you can tk away my life instead.
no screams. you thnk i can ask pple to not scream?
oh, wadever lahs. do you ever thnk i can adhere to all e thngs you tell me not to? disturbing my enjoyments in life. wad more can it cause? looking at it now, i cant enjoy life anymore. my life is gonna be tough, boring and shitty. why not kill me instead huh? dont tk away all this, KILL ME lahs. anyway, i also dont wanna live anymore.

went out with kaiyun&rosani. funny lahs. hahs. went to suntec there&bought fbt. eat. then played with e lift fer so long. hahs. tk lots of photos too. hehehs. then jac came. we went to play with deos, lolls. kaiyun's great aiming cause my skirt to have that deo. lucky e smell was not too bad. hahs. tk a cab back to sch fer e talk.

e talk was like so boring lahs. then we sat there&chat among ourselves. talking abt wad combination we want. lolls. i want either e1o or e9.. dontknw whthr can or not, or is it just chasing after e clouds again? hais. went back hm right aft tht. gng shopping afterwards. LOL. my white&orange NIKE duffel. YAYY. hahahs.


something aint just right? tellme wad can i do? ur love is too big a gift fer me to accpt, &i cant comprehend why do you wanna gv me tht love of urs, tht one&only heart you hv. do you ever think its worth it? just stop&look around, dont you thnk someone else out there hv alrdy reached her hands long enough that it wouldnt tk you much to offer ur heart&love to her? why offer it to me when my hands are tucked into my pockets?
everything has to come to an end.
wadever that was gvn to me at e start,
nvr meant to me mine FOREVER.
it has to be returned to the right one.
its all over,
you just hv to accpt that its all over.

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