why must it be me that is trapped in here?
why must it be in between everything?
in between,
right&wrong?
love&hate?
morals&rights?
ethical&unethical?
biblical or not?
do you ever gv a damn abt how i feel?
must you always listen to her?
always giving in to her?
all you cared is whthr she will get angry anot.
wad abt me?
is she all in ur life?
is ths wad you call balancing all of us within you?
is ths yr wadsoever way of caring fer me?
is ths ur so called paying any price fer my smile?

am i dumb or i am dumb to blv you each time, knwng tht you are gna deceive me e next moment? i dontwish to be deceived again&again. i hv respected you in my heart, though i may not make it sound so. but hv you ever love me? why does others have such a complete ..? while i dont? i long to hv a happy ..? sorry is all you can tell me everytime you see my tears flowing because of you. can i hv more than a sorry?

i wish i can call you dad without any fears of getting hurt once more.