as e coming weekend draw near,
my fear nvr cease.
hais;
scared tht it is gna be e last time.
scared tht thr wont be a nxt time.
scared tht i wont hv e mood to.
scared tht i wil be reminded of my guilt.
i dontwan it to be on ths weekend.
my guilt,
let me off pls?

just ths weekend, let nth at al happen to you. &tht yr life is as per normal or even happier. &tht i can be in peace ba.