guess situatn is just liketht. nt wad i can change. so yea, leave it so.

you left without a single word. is ths fair? i dontknw what to say. but they are who i grow up with. if you insist on what you are thinking off right now, then i think there is nothing more left fer me to say. i may have spent only one quarter of my life iwth them, but tht one quarter is a lot. dont tk it away, because fer the remaining three quarter of my life, i stil ned them.

why nt you just leave me alone? maybe this trip, i shouldnt even be going. because i dontwan to bid goodbye so soon. hais.. do i hv a choice? is ths really e last time?

about e baptism thing, hahs. decided to go fer it. dontknw wad to write fer my testimony though. but i strongly blv tht god wil guide me through it. hahs. now tht i know i aint alone in this situatn. hahs. i feel better. lol. nt because of companion ba. but its like knowing tht thr is someone out thr facing e similar problm as me.