today school was slightly better than ytd ba. hahah.
had e dumb compo test this morning.
since its not counted fer e ca1, then i anyhw do.

chinese lesson was total crap.
he can go bang wall alrd lar.
he said a whole chunk of history in chinese, expecting me to understand & catch every single word he said. like wth? hes an asshole. he made me stand fer like so long. played with eleanor & monica during chinese.

had Amaths & Emaths today.
Amaths was fun, but Emaths was abit err ..
shauna & i were like e noisiest in e whole class.

recess, had al e sec 1s shouting shouting.

chem was crap.
before i knew it, she left e class room. hahah.
& agn, thanks to shauna! crapped with her like siaos.

VE wa funny xD

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i think i understand e true meaning of it. thanks fer being so nice so nice each time. but now i guess i wil just treat it like e past. some things when it doesnt work out, it wil nvr work out. no matter how hard i try, it just wont. & yeah, i am letting go. as long as you are happy, i wil be happy. this time i doubt it wil just be a passing comment, because after thinking fer long, i understand what you hv been trying to tel me fer ths period of time. fer e way you hv treated me, i understand.

i wont force you. loving someone doesnt mean you hv to hv tht someone ba. shant procrastinate any further before i bring more awkwardness into ths friendshp tht is alrd very weak, & more hurt onto myslf. thanks fer letting me know what you want, & thanks fer being so nice to me.