wednesday.
had a quarrel with my mum in the morning. and i wasnt allowed to bring my boots and gloves fer soccer. didnt go fer training in the end, went home early. falling sick very soon, down with flu and cough.
it was the start of everything.
my mood fluctuates every now and then; tell me why.
staring with fear at the reflections of the months to come, i cant comply.

thurday.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S (:
didnt have present fer almost all of you. so sorry. will try to get a belated one soon, but im seriously too busy. it was kinda fun.

friday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND!
my mum is seriously pissing me off. wth is her problem man. it doesnt gives her the rights to come ranting at me just because shes in a bad mood. find something new to say, get something new to pick on.

you were the one that started quarreling with me. you were the one that made the entire thing seemed so big, so complicated. but if you were to just stop and think, im not quarreling with you, its you who thinks that i am doing so. im not the one complicating matters, or making your life miserable, you are the one entertaining your own thoughts, you are the one that is reading too much into every single thing. so come on, youve got to move on. quit having the idea that im intentionally pissing you off, or im quarreling with you, because i have no intentions to do so and ive got better things to do. so please, stop making a fool of yourself.

had training cum friendly match in the afternoon.

saturday.
had friendly match against sajc at xinmin. lost. went to aunt's place fer family dinner.

it would be a lie to say that im alright. but i guess i have to be. there wont be a second time im doing this again, thats fer sure. and as fer now, i'l just have to brisk through this with a smile. "everything is gonna be fine." i'l try.

the dull side of life;
goodnight love.