after one week, i'm back here in my own room. HA! it just feels different being somewhere else, and home. the comfort level, and maybe considering my family's presence? i have no idea. being away from home, though its just across the pool. i can feel my parents' joy every morning when they see me. being a pool away, gives them lesser chances to scold me. maybe fer a short period of time, this would kinda improve e relationship with my parents? idk, but i feel so.
just got home from movie, the dark knight.
nice show, but not a very good ending.
i do realise how much i mean to you, judging from yr gestures. your goodness, i felt it. blinded by the comfort of living under someone's care and comfort, i've neglected the fact that maybe i should too return that goodness.
just wanna let you know, deep deep deep down in me, you won't be replaced. i'm aware that there are times when my mood can undergo tremendous change, and i would really wanna apologise fer those periods that i've caused you to be in difficult and helpless situations. bearing with all my nonsensical rubbish, you hung on tight enough, never leaving me behind.
after all the bullshit i've said some on impulse and without much though, causing you to tear right bef me. have my pinkie hooking on to yours, it'll never happen again in yr life.
fer all the major and minor things you've taken care of, this is my most honest reply.
love, ily fer the things you've done. neglected you enough but am learning how to treasure you right now. fer i've no idea, how i would be without you. i won't promise you tmr, but you'll have the best of today.
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