a moment ago, or rather few hrs ago. i mentioned i do miss home, starting to appreciate the presence of my family. 

its only just one night, but who cares.

whatever that i've felt fer the past one week, should be just a weird perception i had with a wrong mind. no, i do not miss home. i was feeling more than free when i was there, a pool away. though it is not faraway, but i has certainly reduced the amt of scoldings and quarrels i had with my parents. 

being there, there's no need to be who they want me to be. i don't have to put on a pretense each time i step out of my room. feeling extremely comfortable there. 

tonight's encounter only brings me greater affirmation that at e right time, i will move to another country to finish up my studies, like how i planned to years ago. yes i would, i seriously will. &fer that, i'll make full use of my next 88 days, to increase my chance of making my dream come true.

when you watch me go, don't ask me to stay.

cos its you who made me wanna leave.

7 years ago, you thought it was merely just a joke.

now, i want you to know, its more than just truth.

its no longer just sth i would say out of impulse.

its sth, fer the first time, celine wants.