nothing in particular happen today. so not much to post about today. only gt sth interesting. a boy molesting a girl's bag thinking that no one saw it? but in e end letting e girl knw what happen? hahahhs. not very interesting if u dont know who it happened to.. lolls.

all this all crap la..

my mind just cant stop thinking of u. i dont know why. sometimes i just dont wish to. i just want to quieten down to study also cant. u just keep appearing. haiis. actually gt things to tell u de, that was quite impt. but when i heard yr voice over e phone, evrything that i wanted to say dont know whr it went. just disappeared from my mind. all i want to hear at that moment was yr voice. that voice that i will miss aft 39 days. if i say that u are leaving on e 7 of april, it wouldnt seem as far as i say after 39 days. the reality would just catch me at anytime of e day to set me thinking how should i react on e very last day when sending u off. e thought of ending e relationshp on e 39th day even struck me. dear, i also dont know what i have been thinking for these few days. can u just not leave? is getting into that course so impt? i rly want u to stay. i cant stop myslf frm thinking what i could do to stop u!

how i wish u have nvr entered into my life. u have brought both tears and joy. but up till now, i think in our relationshp there is more tears then joy.. haiis.. dear, can u just let me get away from this pain. i rly am breaking down soon. e smile that i put up in front of u is nt real. i hardly have that real smile in front of u. cause im afraid that e hand that i was holding on will leave and that arms that i rest in will be gone.

5 to 6 years is gonna be a long, dry and terrible wait. haiis. i wonder how i am gonna survive it. or maybe i will nvr be able to even past 1 mth. i have fallen too deep in it and i cant pull myslf up. how?