sitting thr, thinking & thinking of my own life. dwelled in e doubts i hv abt it. questioned myslf over & over agn. i guessed at some parts of my life, i just cant admit my own feelings & my thinkings. i kept hiding away from e truth & from what i ought to do, what i ought Not to do. maybe it is e dos & donts. but sometimes, i thought persuing love was right. but i think fer now, im wrong.

hais. maybe it is so ths way. bt in actual fact, deep down insd me. you hv stolen my mind & heart. what else do i hv left? tht smile you left on me before you took away my mind & heart. or rather, hv you stopped by & look around if my heart & mind was with you. maybe it was al e while loving you, maybe it was al e while thinking of you. just tht you were too oblivious.

nvr blaming you, nvr cursing you. because my heart nvr long fer you. was nvr once angry with you fer more than an hr. because, love supasses tht anger.

it was tht spark tht let me carry on til now. tht pic, just speak al i wanna say. it may be just a few words, but its what i wanna say, but in e mean time, dont dare to say.