you're just not far away from me. not exactly close. yet, im stil unable to do anything fer you. i thought i have made it clear enough fer you to see. but at e end of it, its stil nt wad i want. persueing love, is it really wrong? fer now, i cant tel wads real and wads fake. whthr you are happy or sad. but al i do know, is im yearning fer you day by day. e break seems to long. at e start of it, i see you. so i dont feel e distance. but now, when al e memories flash. i cry fer you.

i did made it clear enough fer you to sense it. to me, you arent just a friend. no point tellingme wads right and wads wrong. i wanna know just whr my happiness lies. in your hands? your smile just cheer me on my journey. each time i hear you, my heart wants to see you. yet i know, its hard fer us to ever meet up once more.

we are just those tht would say hi & bye each time we go near. or worse, none. i dontknw what else i hv to do to get to know you more. or was my understanding of you misinterpreted from e very beginning. it was that very matter that drifted us apart. hearing her say e version she thought of us, how i thought it was true.

that you can share al e parts of your life with me, instead of keeping it to youself. how i wish, i could have your time dedicated to me on e phone when we are unable to meet. starng at my phone, hoping that one fine day i wil receive your msg or phonecal. but to no avail. once in a blue moon. maybe to you, e time isnt that long. but fer that period of time when i hear nth from you at al, my heart yearns.

you're just e air i breathe.
as simple as that.