told ya something tht i wouldnt even dare to admit it to myslf. hais.

wo zhen de bu xiang zhe yang de.
ke shi gan qing zhe zhong shi,
shi you bu de wo zou jue ding.
du bu qi.

i ned time to settle my thoughts. after it is settled then i can know wad to do. maybe it is clear enough in my heart. but i just aint that sure. hais. tht day is drawing near. i hope, i hope ..

with you;
everything is fine.
no matter whr i am.